My teenage love affair ©

2010-01-31T14:37:00.006+08:00

hey hello people (:
After long time blogging ... since school opens, I feel that 24 hours a day is not enough !
hahaha... well today will just be a short post... nothing much to post...
Well hope Durga will come back to school tmr ! It seems like Durga is having some problems ,hope it will be slove soon ..
Finally, I feel that, people dont trust me as much I trust them ... So i just gonna shut my mouth to avoid problems (:

2009-12-28T13:42:00.008+08:00

hey hi (:

Well ytd...went to tiong to have dinner with Jia ling and Angeline (:

After long time meeting Jia ling... As Usual she started her nonesense....

A baby stared at her... the she say the baby stared at her because she is cute !

hahah !!!! Angeline and I laughed ! the way she say really funny ! she kept

saying she is cute ! HAHA... yeah... I agreed she is cute and beautiful ((:

then we headed to MAC to eat ... I only ate... then Jia ling went to buy her her Chocolate something drink... the to eat the whip cream,there was a special spoon kind ... then I made

fun that was the kind the doctors used to test if i had H1N1 when I was at hospital... then

jia ling dont want to use that after I said ...She felt disgusted ! hahah... I am very sorry Jia ling (: Next, we went to Arcade... As usual , the best of the best ,won the game ... Who was Angeline ! she is a pro man ! no one can win her... Infuture , I can make money buy betting with ppl to play the drum and I am sure she will win... so people out there,dont play play, she is a PRO ! haha... anyway congratz pek li xian (: then we went to void deck as we thought there is no point going to park as it was abt to rain ... while walking, Ong started her nonesense again by playing all the cute kind of song .. Especially , they was one "bad" song she played as well ! haha.. Only I,J and A knows ! haha.. then after walking miles we found ourself a place to sit...but before that we went to playground ! played swing but it was too short... we sat,snap many pics untill my mouth pain... we talked craps as well... then arnd 8 plus we headed to tiong to go home (:

I really wish before sch open, Angeline,durga,roxanne,Jia ling and I will be able to go out together (: and Durga has not recovered :( Speed recovery ! Get well soon ya (: And durga, dont worry if any problem comes, stay calm alrite...there is always your manlove and friends behind you to be your lisenting ears and helping hand

We(:

trying to hide as there was earthquake ! haha

Dr yeah ! hahha...(:

ROBBERY ! the girl in the right is in most wanted by the poilice list ! hahha

why Am I caught ?? the police caught me instead of Angeline !:( the end (:

2009-12-23T18:37:00.006+08:00

hey Hi (:

today basically stayed at home the whole day ...

woke up in the afternoon ....arnd 1 +...

used com and clean up my house ((:

Went to help my neighbour to do christmas sweets ! had a great time and learnt new things ya ! (: to durga : you are most welcome ! ((:

I reall hope 2010 will be a great year for everyone ya (: Hope all our desires and wishes will be granted by the God (: and the babies pic above is all my friends when they were young which are Durga,Angeline,Hilda,Jia ling and Roxanne ! haha

2009-12-22T13:11:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone (:

sorry that I did not blog for some days ...

well past few days went well... Sat went out with my two sisters (: We went juroung east and had alot of fun !! Sun went out with my sis tio watch veitaikarran ! it was crowded :( but the movie was awesome... The movie was too long I guess...3hrs.............. then around 8+ my sis and I headed home ... Mon went to watch veitaikarran with my another sister ...haha... I watch veitaikarran twice ! haha...it worth watching for the songs ! haha (:

2oo9 is comming to a end .... this year was rather special year for me indeed ... I have achieved whatever I wanted to achieved... In This year,I have came to realise alot of things.... family,friends,relationship,studies,desire,hope and alot......I feel that i have made alot of mistakes in this year.... choosing a wrong person as my parther.... crying for those who does not worth my tears.....conflicts among friends... I really 2010 will be a better year... Hope he will study and get a good future... hope that not only my friends ,all will do well for N level...

To my friends...

Hilda : Even though we have not met for years, i do miss you... I wont forget that you were the one who made me brave during primary school times... I wont forget times where we were caught in troubles together...Similarly ,i wont forget the time where we had fun and laughter together (: I really miss you so as Vanda ... haha.... she should have grown taller .. Hope that we will meet up soon and all the best in whatever you do alrightz ? anything ,call me alrightz? take care (:

Naomi: you were the first friend I came to know in secondary school... So we are friends for 3 years already... well I do remember the encouragement you gave me whenever I was down . I do remember the times where you brought smile in my face.(: thanks for those moments (: all the best for 2010 and do well for N level alright ? take care (:

Durga: you were a unique friend for me .. U made me stronger whenever I am down ..You always thought me how to be strong and tells me whenever I am wrong. I knew you from sec 1 but we became closer in sec 2.. I really wish our friendship will not fade away . thanks for those times you brought me a smile in my face .. I wont forget those time we were faught ,hope there wont be another conflict between us infuture (: I wont forget those times we played Uno,badmittion (: I too wont forget those times where your mum and aunt treat me as their own family member . they cared for me and often buy food for us.. thanks durga for everything (: I really wish that you and elvis will last long and I very sure it will (: Must invite fot your wedding alrightz ?(:

I really hope you will forgive me if i had done anything wrong during 2009..take care and do well for N level next year alrightz:)

Angeline: I came to know you when I was sec 1 when mr lia made us sit next to each other and I kenna change place in the next day ..haha... I remember you were the one who made me and jia ling as a good friend because once we were enimies ...haha I feel that you always had low confidence in your ans and decission.. hope next year you will be more confidence alrightz ? haha.. thanks for those moment you brought me a smile in my face (: sorry for those moment i had hurt you .... thanks for accompanying me during the hoildays (: anyway must study well and do well for N level next year kay.. must make your parent proud of you (: dont always underestime yourself kay...

Roxanne: you were rather a unique friend to me as well (: I feel that you are a girl who keep your feelings to yourself....you are a girl who have alot of feelings and emotion kept within you.. well, i feel that you underestime your self...be confidence with your answer alright? even though it is wrong,its matter how much you tried (: dont worry of what had happened so far... you must work hard next year kay ? dont just leave your studies like this ... studies is the one who can make u rich infuture .. study well and make your parent proud of you (: im very sure you can do well (: so ,next year do approach the teachers if you need help alright ? i really hope you will last long with you ZY okay ? dont repeat the same mistake okay ? take care and do well for next year (:

Jia ling: do you still remember that once we were enimies ? during sec 1 ? haha... then by Angeline we were good friend and now you are my daughter (: haha... well thanks for those times you made me laugh (: thanks for the fun (: sorry if i had hurt you in anyways ...anyway stand up for yourself... dont let ppl to climb over your head... there is a limit for a girl to tolerate... if it gone over the limit then you have to take some actions . I really hope you will last long with gordon... i really want you both to have a peaceful relationship... If there is a problem, clear the misunderstanding or else the problem will beome bigger till it cnt be slove .. you are a sensible girl,i sure you know all these... so you must invite this mummmy to your wedding alright ? haha.. study well and do well for N level (:

2009-12-16T13:53:00.004+08:00

Hey hello (:
Sorry for not blogging for awhile...
well...I was admitted in the hospital since thur... came back home on sunday...
I wont never forget who I was in the hospital... they put me in the baby ward !
I was suffering ! bcoz every night babies will cry then I lost my sleep !
then every one hour nurse will come and check my temp ... Well my fever only dropped on fri...
I was having high fever which was about 39.3... then sore throat...running nose and cough all....:(
thnaks to the nurse and doctors whom recover me ! BIG THANKS TO KKH (:
Do you ever seen anyone who discharge then go eat ice cream ? haha... I DID ! haha
My sis and I went to changi airpot to have our dinner (: we had salmon fish (:
then headed to Swenses (: had to queeeeeeeeee to be seated... While queeeeeeing saw a korean actor...people were like following him all the way.... while he was going up the esclator,then another girl was about to go down from the esclator, saw him then scream ! haha....aiyo... all the ppl was like with the camere capturing him.... I was thinking what if he quee for swenses then confirm there will a long quee for swenses la ! then sure there will be a good business (:
Our turn to be seated (: we ordered sticky chewy chocolate ice cream ! it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice (:
really ! want to eat ice cream ? better go changi airpot ! the ice cream there is better ! trust me !
hahaha.......

Monday
went bugis with sis and brother in law ! had alot fun ! we went to Iluma (: so cold...
went to the arcade (: played few games (: there was still some games yet to be open ..
when i go next time, i hope all games to be open by then (: we played the bike,car another car games ! it was cool (: then i wanted to play the blackjack game but too long quee... by I will play the next time (: played gew games at 5 level too.... then we wanted to go blowing but we cant find any near place.... so we went t0 eat (:

Tuesday
went to ghim moh with dad (: pay bill at kopitiam then headed back to my salon (:haha
went to do my hair (: took 3hrs (: but dad went home first instead... then the hair stylist thought my dad drive me here ...haha...then he ask its raining ,ur daddy fetch you back? haha...how I wish.... then took bus,went to cmw to take train (: reach tiong,then bough bubble tea (: then walk home (:

2009-12-05T20:22:00.002+08:00

I love this song !(:

Strange coincidence This is
What a meeting this is
Today I ran into you again
There must be somthing
Stop being formal
please introduce yourself
you coem then left
Dont say Alvida
while walking in these streets
i have started stoping
i was not like this
the way i am now
I meet the wind with a smile
talk about ,tell your stories
why does this seem like a dream
why somebody is becoming mine
why am i losing this world
whyn soes it seem that i am not alone now
stop being formal
please introduce yourself
you came and then left
dont say alvida
I dont have any complains from you
I like everything you say
I get scared when i look back
what if our destination is lost in these streeets
meeting you like this a blessing
promise me you will never break my heart
without you i am lonely
stop this life,i swear
stop being formal
please introduce yourself
you came and then left
dont say alvida

2009-11-24T13:59:00.003+08:00

hey hello (:
Last night I had a wonderfun dream ya ! How wish it was true !!!!
Past few days I kept dreaming about you .... I keep telling myself that I would never think of you ...but i dont know why....to be frank ,i do miss u ! I feel myself weird ....I hate you sooooo much yet you are keep appearing in my thoughts ! I do really miss the times i love you all...even though it does not worth it....how wish that on 21 may 2009,i did not let you know about my blog and stuff... well..what is done is done ...it cant be undone...How wish i had a friend who always by my side and help me with this....I really wish that i could talk to you...well,i know that it would not happen...the most thing i worried for you is your future...I just wish that you will change over a new leaf and have a good life ahead with your better half (:

Few months ago.... I did went through alot of problems with the guy whom i used to love alot... I really thought thatyou will help me through...but that does not seems that.. I trust you alot...but were you true to me ? In fact, you were helping him and her..yet kept telling me that you were just advising him not to go for her ....what is this ???? If you really treat as one of your good friend you will sure have help me through... If you really true to me,you would not have lie to me... I might seem happy but infact i am not..I am really dissappoint with you .. Once i remember that you told me that he scolded me ... Instead of comming and telling me, as a good friend u should have go and scolded him right ? but u did not... if you have forgotten ,i am the one who help you out with your ex guy... I kept my word and i did help you...but did you ?? it really hurt me.... But still i do regard you as my friend (:

a couple of years and I’m gonna know your name.
it’s like I waited for you forever.
and I know this might sound insane.
but it won’t be longtil’ we’re gonna take this up.
what I’m talking about our future love.
it’s so far away.
and baby you’re right next door.
got me picturing your face again.s
omething worth waiting for.
i put all others behind me.
they don’t live up.
i know what I want what I need to the T.
baby if they ask me.i would say I don’t even know your name
.and when they ask me:does it change?
no it don’t change a thing.’
cause it’s something about the way you love me.
and it’s something about the way you know me.
that I can’t explain enough.
just something about our future love future love future love.
something about a future love future love future love.
walking hand in hand.
going on the second date.
i can picture how we’re touchingand the kiss I can almost taste.i imagine the all the ways.
we meet for the very first time.
i can see the place feel the love at first sight.

2009-11-20T15:20:00.002+08:00

hey hi (:
After a very long time I am blogging ...
Well holiday is going good yet damn boring !!!!
well what should i blog today ????
oh ya ! about yesterday ! well ,yesterday..............
Me,JL and A went to durga house .... well i felt that durga was not that really happy as how she will be as usaual....sad to see that ya... beofore we went to her house ,we went to get our lunch ....then durga told whats has been happening for past few days ... i was really sad to hear that ... :( How i wish i could help her in someway ...well i could pray for you ! so Durga,dont worry much ya... soon all your problems would be sloved (:

Next ,The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes... so treat those around you right way ... (:

2009-11-09T14:02:00.002+08:00

Hey people ! (:

I am back after my camp ...=D im very very very very very very very tired now... so next day i will write more about what had happenduring my camp (: for now,

The camp was awesome !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

2009-10-29T16:09:00.005+08:00

hey people (: sorry for not updating for long ... anyway today feel like not typing...perhaps i will post few cute pictures (:

2009-10-19T16:28:00.005+08:00

Hi (:

Well,today went take photo for IC...Im still considering should i take another photograph..well see how...Past few days went well (: During Deepavali, I went to Durga and Faizal House... It was very fun ! At Durga house,Jia ling, Angel,Roxanne and her guy,Nisha and faizal,jamilah,Prakrash ,Sonaal,Haleema,Naomi went..few played Uno....Few chit chat ...But,it was really fun ya...Its so rare that to see all of us in one go...Anyway I really want to thanks Durga and family for having a awesome lunch for all of us ! thank you (: In the evening went to faizal place...Haleema,nisha,naomi and ridzuan went thhere too (: trust me,faizal`s mum was like his sis ! she looked damm young and pretty (: His father looked fierce but infact he was friendly guy (: then we all saw faizal`s young pic! he was naked ! haha... puppyshame ! he was really cute indeed ! few years back he looked fat but now he looks thin and handsome ya (: then had a good chat with faizal younger sis (: then get ready for the dinner ! it was great ! thanks faizal and family for giving us a wonderful dinner (: Then we all watch Ayan ,it was nice...then we left his place around 10... Then Home sweet home (:

yesterday(18-09-09)
went to durga place (: we watch Dhoom 2 ! it was great watching (: then we decided to play badminton ! i kept losing ! but nvm, i will practise well and win over Angeline and Durga ! haha...then we had dinner at durga place (: thanks for the dinner (: Home sweet home (:

2009-10-08T15:44:00.002+08:00

After long time i am blogging... A very big apologise for that (: Anyway days are going good (: Preparing for the challenge next week..Hope I will do well ya...The most imp I wish that during exams i will not forget everything...haha... Bt God`s grace everyone must do well and be promoted ya... Well school was good....Had tamil...then i gotten only B3 and below:(((( how sad is it...Somehow i feel that this world is being unfair...How hard u study there would be an limit how much you will get...No justice...Anyway i feel that my class guy`s eyes is getting hurt...so recover soon ya...After sch went MAC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was nice but in the end was sad.... Because of Durga Kalimuthu and Roxanne yew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they shouted but dont worry not to me...haha...

Durga: Happy 9 months !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In this 9mth, i am very sure is a long journey that yo and Elvis been through.. Both sorrows and happiness....Both teaches u guys a lesson if i am not sure... So whatever the outcome ,your must face it together (: Last long (: I want this journey to be contiune beyond miles (: I love you durga !Naomi: tmr is going to be your 1 Month!!!!!!!!!!!! I am vey happy for u (:

2009-10-02T13:35:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone (:

firstly. all muslims. please go and watch this video (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LK4MxwGlGwg
it is worth wortching (: It will increase our awareness that we should pray in time..it also tells that in this earth, there is always a place to perform our prayers regardless of anything(: Do watch (:

somethings had happened without me knowing..How I wish I did not even know it at all ... You did not change.. Still the same ... once i heard those things about you...I just wanted to cry out...I dont know why the hell i am still caring about you... but I will soon show you that you not even important to me at all...How cheap you were...You just going to hurt a girl`s feeling again and again ? When there will be a end for it ? Do you know what is LOVE is ?
Love is patient, love is kind, and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. you always lying...thats what you good at..you have dissappointed people around you... I thought u will change...but that does not seems the matter...To me u are no one...But i just cant forget about the past... keep thinking about the past making me not only to hate u but also me.... I just feel disgusted...you are a cruel animal... U just take love lightly yet u could say u love her alot. what is this ? if you really love a girl ,you should show it by your actions and not only by words.I really have no words for u. I just dont want you to hurt any other girls feeling bcoz i am very sure u would not be able to bear the pain once u being hurt by a girl..so live like a human and not animal.

2009-09-30T18:08:00.000+08:00

Hi I am back again (:

anyway today was a good day (:

Well ,had tamil paper 1 and 2 ...It was good rather... easy and diifficult .. I wont never forget how was my class was during our exams today!!!! I guess my class is the best of the best..Only my class knows the reason...haha...shuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! Well for tamil paper 1,i chose informal letter and for the compo I did a bad incident happened to me during primary school...But infact what i wrote also suits the next topic which was "a person who do not works hard now will suffer infuture"... I really hope I will get a better marks then before..

I really hope everyone will do well and pass with flying colours for evey subjects ! I really want everyone to promote to sec 4 ! then affter papers we had extra phy lesson ..sadly onlly few attended ): after lesson I,Nisha,Haleema and Faizal decided to go to mac.. Initially we wanted to go our sch mac..but then smhw we went to AP`s kfc... It was great there.. we shared alot of stuffs.. we were keep laughing... nisha keep threatening haleema...pity her...the way faizal speaks tamil really very funny ...haha.. then I kept his father as gangster bcoz of his long hair....haha..then we were making fun of haleema`s commitments ... after a long conversation we went queensway shopping centre... we went to put hair extension for haleema but unfortunately the shop was close so we went to mac to have ice cream ! there was the part we laugh alot !

We talking abt haleema`s dream guy...then i told that she would be able to get her dream guy only after 10 years while she was eating ice cream... faizal told thats right in tamil... the next min,haleema spilt out the ice cream form her mouth..LOL ! it went till our poor nisha ! the our sweet romeo faizal went to take tissue for his juliet (: haleema kept laughing ! then i wont how we makes fun of Ridzuan as well... anyway we cant wait for sat...Going to nisha house (: going to have alot of fun there !(:

next,Angeline and durga are thinking to do some cruel/criminal things to farzanah..which is me ! so bad! they want to clone me ! haha... they both always talks abt funny things all la...aiyo...i better be carefull or else they would kidnappe me and really clone me,...but i feel is cute to clone me and be mini farzanah indeed ! haha i would be small like telletubbies ! haha..then u guys all will put me in ur pocket ! haha..no way ! fazanah is always original ... no mini all kay !haha..lols

2009-09-24T20:27:00.000+08:00

Heys !
very sorry for not updating ...
was busy as usual ...

Anyway days is going good (:
as usual with some ups and downs...
exams are around the corner...
I would like to wish everyone good luck for it (:
especially 311,we must do well and promote to sec4 as one whole class (:

for Naomi : Hey all the best for your current relationship (: I am very happy that you found your better half (: I want you to last long with him kay..you can do it (: He is very lucky to have u as his girl (: Anyway dont be reluctant to come to me if u have any problems . I will be there as your listening ears kay...Do count on me (:

for Durga: Elvis and you are going to be 1 year soon (: I cant wait to wish you for 1 year anniversari (: you and him must last long too (: dont hesitate to see me if you have any problems kay. And forgive me if i did anything wrong to you...must come sch regularly kay...please...I want you to do well for EOY ! i know you will (:

To Angeline and Roxanne : I am glad that you guys are trying to study now.. good (:
must do well for your EOY! Must not be lazy kay...exams in the corner only... anyway i had alot of fun in the library studying you guys (: anyway any problem ,dont be shy to see me kay...

To jialing(Daughter): from what i have seen, you have been a great girlfriend to Gordon and a wonderful friend to us (: You have scarifice alot for us and Gordon .. you are a great girl who handle things well (: I am really great to have u as my friend or shall i say best companion ?
haha...Do u still rmb hw we used to fight during sec 1 ? even now i think of it,i laugh ... all the thanks goes to Angeline who makes us a good friend (: anyway thanks for the moment you have been there for me..thanks for bringing a smile on my face...(:

Infuture if I am born again,I really want to have the same family as now and Want Hilda,Naomi,Angeline,Durga,Roxanne ang jil ling to be my friends again (: love them alot (:

2009-07-31T19:41:00.000+08:00

hey hello(:

After long time bogging back....

I am damm happy with what i have now...
Do i love him or not ?
Or is just normal crush ?
haiz..I don't know...Well see what happens (:
Hope that i would be able to talk to u asap..
hope that u acknowledge me (:
haha...weekends arrives... Bored started ...
Imy!!!
haha..anwyay after a long time i got my maths test back!
i got full marks out of the blue (:
haha...i will do well for the next test (:
anyway good bye..love u all including .....

2009-07-18T18:42:00.001+08:00

hey guys (:

sorry for not updating (:

anyway...

I am very very super duper confuse here...
how wish i could get answer for all my questions i have in my heart..
I dont know if i still love you or not..
i dont know what type of girl am I,u hurt me alot yet i do think of you and worries about you...
why should i be ?
I really wished that i could make you and her together (:
I just wish that you could forgive me for what i have done. I am very sorry.

I'm running out of patience'
Cause I can't believe what the hell I'm hearing
And speaking of hell, it don't compare to this heat That I am feeling
I love you too much, it shows
All my emotions go out of control
Good for you, bad for me
When I can hardly see from the tears that forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten with my eyes closed
'Cause ladies take it in and get composure
Before I lose it get composure
I am gonna breathe slow
Count from one to ten with my eyes closed
'Cause ladies take it in and get composure
Ladies never lose composure
Not gonna lie or even try
You've got my wheel spinning
And I ain't the one to shoot the gun
'Cause that means you will be winning
I love you too much, it shows
All my emotions go out of control
Good for you, bad for me
When I can hardly see from the tears that flow
Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten with my eyes closed
'Cause ladies take it in and get composure
Before I lose it get composure
I am gonna breathe slow
Count from one to ten with my eyes closed'
Cause ladies take it in and get composure
Ladies never lose composure
Somebody better hold me back
You're lucky, I know how to act
So lucky I ain't gonna attack
I'm being calm and coo
lBut believe me you, it's taking everything to just breathe
Breathe, breathe
Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten with my eyes closed
'Cause ladies take it in and get composure
Before I lose it get composure
I am gonna breathe slowCount from one to ten with my eyes closed'
Cause ladies take it in and get composure
Ladies never lose composure
Can't forget to breathe slowCount from one to ten with my eyes closed'Cause
ladies take it in and get composure
Before I lose it get composure
I am gonna breathe slow
Count from one to ten with my eyes closed
'Cause ladies take it in and get composure
Ladies never lose composureComposure

Alot of things have changed. I dont know who is telling the truth and who is not telling the truth.
People are taking me as a small kid as though i dont know anything.
To my beloved durga,
I am really very very very very sorry ...

2009-05-21T15:11:00.000+08:00

HElLO !!!!
well ytd i got back my exam results ...
DOnt know if i have to be happy or sad la...
pass all my subjects except for maths and english which were the most important subjects to pass to promote to sec 4..
i was very sad that i failed my maths...so heartbroken you know...i started to cried infront of my teacher..i tried to control but it does not helped as i put in alot of effort in my maths and i love maths since i was in sec 1...i used to get grade 1 when i am in sec 2...but now...al has changed,,i dont know how to explained to my sisters...i am afriad they might think i failed bcoz i did not studid enough..what should i do ?
at the same time i am very afraid for my english...the subject that i always wont score well...i just wish that overall i will pass...all in the god's hand...IN God"s grace i should pass...

2009-05-19T17:40:00.000+08:00

heys....

Well today went to catch movie with Naomi,Angeline And Durga !!!
It was UNINVITED!!!
It was nice (:
ppl put there must catch UNINVITED kay...
Worth watching....
While watching the movie.Naomi and i screamed...lol
I screamed the most ...haha..
and then got one mystery scream
first we thought is the movie...but...
the noise was from the audience... haha...lol..
we had a good laugh because of that..
After the movie,we shop for awhile,then went to Durga house....
Had a good time..thanks durga !!!

2009-05-16T19:23:00.000+08:00

Hello (:

Today went Durga`s house ...
had alot of fun and laughter...
watch last part of Kal ho na ho...
was so sweet and nice !!!

2009-05-15T18:38:00.000+08:00

Heyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyhey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry for not posting for veryyyyyyyyyyyyy long....................

Well , exams are finally over !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cant wait for results on wed...

hopefully good (:

Things at sch is okok.....
"treasure the ppl while they are around you....they might gone anything...
maybe today.tmr,or even next min..."

2009-04-29T15:13:00.000+08:00

Hey there,sorry for not blogging for past few days

Well,today was quite fun at class..

Went back to exam arrangment ...

Damm happy that Durga sitting just bside me at the backdoor!!!!

Afraid for tmr paper...

Hopefully it will be easy...

hope that Durga will recover soon (:

2009-04-18T16:04:00.000+08:00

Weekend arrives at last..
yeah...had a great day with my darling sis !
After a long time seeing her was a great...
Thanks sis !

Another thing is at last i passed my maths !!!! hoorayyyyyy!!!!!!!!!

Another thing is,you guys may thing think whatever about me...
I walk away from your is for a reason.
Dont think i am a betrayer or what so ever...
Previously you all tell that she always care about me more only,so i walk away so that she can care about your more...I dont wish to interfere in you guys happiness anymore...
All the best in evrything...

2009-04-09T15:31:00.000+08:00

well today was rather a boring day...

class was damm bored la...

:((...

I wish I could turn the hands of the clock.....
I wish that you wont have to be suspended...
Whenever i sees u,I wish that I did not see you..
But now i dont get to see ,i wish that i could see u...
Things are not going how its suspose to go....
I wish that you will reform....
I really want to see you back....
people there could say that you sure wont do well for your mid year,but here I am telling you people that HE WILL DO WELL...

Oh You gave me a reason
You told me that I'll always be yours
Oh You are my desire
My heart is so on fire for you
I can't stop loving you
Loving you, oh no

Cause I don't wanna end up
In your rear view
Wanna be someone you could turn toBaby,
I never wanna lose you
No, there's nothing I won't do
So I'll watch you like a movie
I'll sing you like a song
Read you like a storyI
f it takes me all night long
Keep you like a secret
I'll tell you like a jokeI
t's trueIt's true
That I'll love youLike I always do(Love you like I always do)(Love you like like like)
You are so amazing
You stepped in and saved my life
Oh Every time we are together
My time is yours forever
My world is all yours

I don't wanna end up
In your rear view
Wanna be someone you can turn to Baby, I never wanna lose you
No, there's nothing I won't do
So I'll watch you like a movie
I'll sing you like a song
Read you like a storyIf it takes me all night long
Keep you like a secret
I'll tell you like a jokeIt's trueIt's true
That I'll love youLike I always do
HeyBaby, you'll never leave
No, I'll never leave you
YeahOhYeah

I will watch you like a movie
I'll sing you like a song
Read you like a storyIf it takes me all night long
Keep you like a secret
I'll tell you like a joke It's true It's true
That I'll love youLike I always do(Like a movie)
So I'm gonna love you, yeah(Like a song)
Oh girl, I'm gonna love you(Like a secret)I'm gonna love you(Like a joke)
Oh yeah, I'm a love you like I always do
Yeah I'm gonna love you
Love you like I always do

*Dont think that I am person who endure whatever you guys saying...
I am also a human and I can show my anger too...

2009-04-03T19:04:00.000+08:00

Days was fine for past few days...

Today was damm fun at school...

I was sad for not doing well in POA...

I a sure I will do well in the next test ((:

I took Azan`s picture....omg!!!

He is damm cute la...

He keep chasing me for taking his pic .....

I am sorry kay...You were cute thats why...

Thank Durga for protecting from him kay.....

okay thats for the day...

Hope days will be fine soon....

2009-03-29T16:12:00.000+08:00

To my friends...
you might have think that i am not give you all the attention your need from me...
I am really sorry for that...
I did not that in purpose..
Some might feel that i am irratating,
Dont worry about that,i will walk away from your soon ...
I know that I am not good or worth friend either...
If your feel that , dont hesitate to leve me...
I wont mind that and I will not blame you guys for it..
For my actions,i will pay price for it...
I am changing to be a better friend to you guys...
I am trying to....

2009-03-25T15:13:00.000+08:00

Well today,

Was a fine day after all ...

I was damm tired during english lesson as previous night i slept at only for half an hour as i went to hospital ...

Well maths,was okok...able to understand without any problems...

than tamil, was fun ((: Mr gun keeps telling jokes,But his jokes makes us thinks....

History was the best ((: I had a great time sleeping ((:

well last lesson , was quite sad la...Teacher makes us scared that we could retain...
so i must study well from now on... i will ((:

Overall had a fun time at class today again((:

2009-03-24T16:39:00.000+08:00

I am sorry again for not posting for yesterdayyy...

com break down :(

23 march...

Term 2, First day of school...

Had alot of fun during lesson time (:...

Get back result for common test...

failed all except chem :(

quite sad for it ...

I will do well for my next test (:

Thats for the day (:

24 march

I get back my tamil result..

Did quite well...

sad that did not get the marks i expected..

than stayed back with Jia ling...

We went cmw while waiting for Durga and Angeline...

Jia ling and i talked alot while walking back to school..

Than , saw mr Chan...lol...he is the best teacher ever i seen la ((:

Than Durga and Angeline finally arrive after Maths lesson...

than went for photography..had fun there (:

after that A,J, and me went to have our dinner ...

Next thing i would like to tell to some Guys out there is...Dont act like a hero when you are zero kay...Dont give false hope to the person who really love you much..dont give rubbish excuses over again and again...We girls are sick and tired of that...Just be truthful..Does not mean we love ,U should be everything to us...yes ,You guys can be everything to us unless you are truthful to us from the start. Dont sweet talk too much. Dont act as a greatest guy when you are just a single shit! We are better off than you ! I have seen a much better guy than you...just learn from them.....

2009-03-22T13:29:00.000+08:00

sorry that i did not post for this few days..
so today i will post about the pass 3 days...

well today,went Angeline house.
than went ghim moh for a hair cut (:
than went to Durga house...
had a lots of fun there ((:
than i have to leave early as i had to go for tution...
anyway thanks Durga ((:

2o march...thursday

I went Vivo with Naomi (:
Naomi dressed damm different..she looked more preetier (:
Had a lots of fun with her..(:
thanks Naomi for fun that u gave me (:
than later part had to meet Durga and Angeline for movie (:
We watch Slumdog Millionire ...It was a nice movie ... ((:
than went Durga house for awhile (:
we all played UNO,i losed the game :(
Than went home around 8 in the taxi ((:
Thanks Durga and Angeline for the fun u gave me (:

21 march saturday
Met angeline at redhill...than we went to Changi Airpot to have our lunch..
wow...the food was damm nice...
first of all we did not even expect to go airpot to have our lunch...
than went pasir ris ..meet jia ling and gordon..
we went there for the theme park...
once we went there,we found out that public is not allowed as a event going on in the theme park. .. :(
later part we found out that the event was family day...
than,i went to a couple. they agreed to give us the tickets for us...how sweet of them.Thanks (:
we finally got in...unfortunately, we only could play only two games only coz it start to rain :(
than we all went to E-hub..
Ate at Superdog (:
we walked around here and there...
than we plannned to go for bowling,but is was full,so we could not played too..
sad that we could not have much fun...
Awhile later,we planned to walk back to ESCAPE (:
it was still drizzling....
so we went to sat at the Burger king..
the rain does not seems to be ending,so Angeline and I went for the HUNTED HOUSE There...
woow....i will never forget how i screamed at there...serioulsy...
Angel,i am sorry to scream in your ears kay..hehe..
Thanks Angeline , Jia ling and gordon for the fun today..

2009-03-19T20:14:00.000+08:00

well today was a fine day. Went to angel`s house to use com (:
All the while was doing Maths...
Angel called Durga to keep her accompany as she was bored at home...
In between doing maths,speaked to Durga (:
Ate maggi ,thanks to Angel`s maid((:
While do this post,i was watching "Dont forget the lyrics" than,Angel keep getting the answer wrong,haha....better luck next time babe (:

ps.Durga dont be angry with me that i cant go out with you tmr kay.

Bye for now (:

Happy 15th Birthday Mubeen (: